we all need SAVING -- chessa

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chessa
»female -- canine -- lexis tribe«



----when the cloud in the sky starts to pour
and your life is just a storm you're braving----

So this little girl could be considered damaged goods. Enduring terrible abuse throughout the first year of her life has scarred her - literally and figuratively. She has spent the past three years trying to overcome the consequences. She has a fear of being touched too much from others she doesn't know. The only one who she is truly comfortable with is her brother. Chessa desperately wants to get better and overcome her fears. She is very skittish and shy, but deep down she is a very friendly and caring girl. It just takes a while before she trusts anyone enough to show them that side of her.

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----don't tell yourself that you can't
lean on someone else----

Chessa's life is pretty empty. She is super shy and would rarely speak to someone before being spoken too. She does have her brother, who she connects with and loves more than anything. She needs at least one best friend, maybe even two. But she is very reserved and is skeptical of speaking to others first, so she doesn’t put herself out there very often. Her best friend is someone she will have known for a pretty long time and will be someone she trusts. Chessa is extremely fearful of many things, the most important being is being touched. Because of her abuse she has mental and physical scars, but she is trying pretty damn hard to overcome her fears. She just needs someone to help her out with that. It is hard for this girl to open up, especially to strangers. Like I said, she's not very trusting. Of course she will be there for her friends when they need her, no matter what. She is very selfless and caring towards her friends and family. On tremendously rare occasions she will try to help complete strangers, even though she wishes she was bolder and could help them all the time. Chessa is a friendly girl and her friends will know how goofy she can truly be. She will not easily let go of the few close friends she does have and will attempt to do everything she can to make sure she doesn't lose them.

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----i don't know why it has to be this way
and i don't know the cure----

This girl may have a few enemies. Obviously the Tempest Pack hates her, as well as the Iris Pride. She wishes everyone would get along, but knows that it takes time. With her experiencing pain first-hand she wants all of the pain in the world to disappear completely. Others may think she is very odd and not want to talk to her, which may not make them enemies, but maybe just someone who dislikes her.

----but please believe me when i say
someone else has felt this before----

Little, softhearted Chessa has always been a girl for hopeless romantics. Even though she is afraid of opening up to others, she needs someone to make her realize how special she is. It will be hard for her to trust a guy who says they'll always be there for her. She can't see how someone could love her. Honestly though, she can't remember what being loved feels like, except from her brother. Chess is very skeptical of love, even though it is the one thing she wants the most in life. There might possibly be one guy who she does fall head-over-heels for, and yet he dips because of the many fears she faces. But there must always be a knight in shinning armor, right? For this little girl, yes. She really does deserve to be loved for all of her, fears included. It's just trying to convince her that she won't get hurt everytime someone tries to get close to her. He will need to be a special guy who accepts her one hundred and ten percent and shows her with little things -because the little things mean the most to her- how truly amazing and special she is. He will need to be patient and persistent with her. Constantly reminding her of why he loves her would always help with her self-esteem as well.

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