Alue [Keavy]

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be still my heart
this may be a brand new start

Alue's eyes were shut in pain as she slept under an old tree. The moon's light made the end of her grey fur look as if she were shinning, her paws twiched as she growled and whined in her dream...Well, more like a flashback dream. She couldn't wake up, even though she tried she couldn't get herself to wake up. She seemed to tremble in place. What was happending to her? Even she didn't know.She was dreaming about her...Murderd family and friends. Souless, Soul, Xxas, Carsile, Jasper, Everette, Neige, jennesme, Saba, Solue, Balile. Their faces wouldn't leave the blacknes of her closed eyelids. Souless was her mate...and Neige, Jennesme, Saba, Solue, and Balile were her pups. Which were all a year.. They had all been murderd...She could see their faced as their murderer killed them. The paind scared look in their eyes as they were slaughterd. Well, except for Saba, she wasn't quite murderd...She was forced and died giving birth..And Alue was there...Not able to do anything about it.Alue started to flinch again in her sleep. Trying so hard to open her eyes before she saw more of her unwelcomed past. Crytstal tears started to form in the corner of her sealed eyes and leaked down her cold cheek and landed on the still earth's surface. Her back leg jurked from under her and tried to kick out, as if she were running or attacking something. Of course it was in her dream. Oh how she wanted to wake up.Then something escaped her maw, more whines and then a low screach. She wanted someon to come! She wanted someon to stop the pain of her past. She knew she couldn't wake up alone. She didn't want other wolves too see her cry, and feel weak and vulnerable. Though she had to wake up.

Shaking in anger and pain, she opened her eyes in shock right when their blood hit the ground, Alue jumped up and started to pace, trying to get her nightmare out of her head. She has only felt pain since she lost her mother by a cougar. A low growl rumbled within her throat as the memory surfaced through her thoughts. Shaking her dome she decided to walk down to the lake. When she got there she lowered her head and lapped the water with her pink tongue. She was new to these lands, and she knew that she would have to get to know the kanines here. As for the felines, well...She could care less. Since her mother's death she hated felines with a passion, not so much for the domestic cats and would probably get along with a selective few of them, but as for the bigger cats she will have a hard time being nice to them, treating them as if they were the ones who killed her mother and family, though a kanine had killed her mate and pups. Closing her eyes as she tried to focus on the present. Opening her eyes, she spotted a medium sized fish. Her lips pulled over her teeth in a doglike grin. When the fish swam beside her, she snaped at it her powerful jaws closing around its body. She tossed the fish over her head and into the dirt. She chuckled to herself in satisfaction, she actually hated fish, but her stomach was empty enough that anything sounded good. Alue laid down and started nipping at the fish's flesh, trying to not to eat the bones, licking the fish occasionaly. She knew that she will regret eating it, for it will make her pretty sick, but she was too hungry to care.

if you‘re still here
in the morning

See me see you
Wish you could know what I was thinking
Here my cold lyrics

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wordcount: 607
tag: Keavy
lyrics: animal i have become by three days grace
notes: Sorry I suck at starting threads.
credit: thavron @ caution
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